i don't know who to trust

　　no surprise

　　everyone feels so far away from me

　　heavy thoughts sift through dust

　　and the lies

　　trying not to break

　　but i'm so tired of this deceit

　　every time i try to make myself

　　get back up on my feet

　　all i ever think about is this

　　all the tiring time between

　　and how

　　trying to put my trust in you

　　just takes so much out of me

　　i take everything from the inside

　　and throw it all away

　　cause i swear / for the last time

　　i won't trust myself with you

　　tension is building inside

　　steadily

　　everyone feels so far away from me

　　heavy thoughts forcing their way

　　out of me

　　i won't trust myself with you

　　i won't waste myself on you

　　waste myself on you

　　you