memories consume

　　like opening the wound

　　i'm picking me apart again

　　you all assume

　　i'm safe here in my room

　　[unless i try to start again]

　　i don't want to be the one

　　the battles always choose

　　cause inside i realize

　　that i'm the one confused

　　i don't know what's worth fighting for

　　or why i have to scream

　　i don't know why i instigate

　　and say what i don't mean

　　i don't know how i got this way

　　i know it's not alright

　　so i'm

　　breaking the habit

　　tonight

　　clutching my cure

　　i tightly lock the door

　　i try to catch my breath again

　　i hurt much more

　　than anytime before

　　i had no options left again

　　i'll paint it on the walls

　　cause i'm the one at fault

　　i'll never fight again

　　and this is how it ends

　　i don't know what's worth fighting for

　　or why i have to scream

　　but now i have some clarity

　　to show you what i mean

　　i don't know how i got this way

　　i'll never be alright

　　so i'm

　　breaking the habit

　　breaking the habit

　　tonight